My life is weirdd at this point, any help?

okay well im in the 7th grade now && my cl has been together since the 3rd grade. all of the people except 4 or 5 people have been in my cl since the 2nd or 3rd grade. well i had two best freinds && one moved.. && one is still in my cl.. but now she just changed and left me for other people . now i am with a group of girls including her && we all hang out together.. but den one day, me and 1 of the girls from the circle had a problem.. && so i left them all && went to hang out with two other girls. those girls arent really liked && many people hate them && say alota **** to them.. i noe i shudnt have went to them but what choice did i have. so now i wanna go back && i miss them liek crazy.. soo, to get to the point, what should i do. go back or just stick to these two girls? p.s. by sticking to these girls people will strt hating me too.. && i could really care less, but i want to go back, && when i left none of them gave a ****.cept 1 girl hu isnt in my clas nomore.thnxx =]